she said she won't set herself on fire for me anymore

I woke up this morning and was like, ''Wow I really don't want to work out today.'' But honestly, I'm going to kick my own ass today on the elliptical, then I'm going to take the dogs down to the park and run through the snow, and do the sit ups, and do the squats (new squats, thanks to some key advice!), and etc. So self, eff youuuu. 

I'm so done with never being the skinny, gorgeous girl, and at best the cute, chubby girl. I've never had a real chance to be superthin. My mom used to give me and my brother chocolate chip cookies for bed. Well, straight up, I'm getting thin. 

I just ate a big breakfast, 325 calories, in a cheese string, yogurt, and toast with peanut butter and jam. After my cardio I'll shower, then have celery with peanut butter. Then I won't eat until 6ish, where I have to go out for a girlfriend's birthday. I don't know what to get! Everything there has so many calories. The lowest calorie salad is 460.. I think I'll grab that with no feta, dressing on the side, and other modifications if I see necessary. Then we're going to the theatre, the smell of popcorn drives me wild. However, if I sweat out enough today maaybee I'll get a small fat-free Yogen Fruz, they're only 120 cals and are delicious.

Work out timeee.